Monday, September 6, 2010

The start of....

      Honestly, I do not know where to start so I am just writing and we will see where it takes us. Darq Ebonmoon is a name that I took as an on line persona/nickname back when I was in uni. Darq represented my love of the night, all things celestial as well as a love for horror and vampires. Ebonmoon was given to me by a man who took my heart and showed me that there are times we connect to others stronger than we do even those we call family. That it can come from a higher level. I won't go into that here now, but who knows maybe down the road.
      When we met, I had been spending time around the vampire chat rooms since in IrC on occasion you could find more interesting conversation there than you could in most of the other rooms available. Don't put down the Gothic lifestylers, you would be surprised at the intelligence hidden within these dark shells. Besides chat in general, of course, it was about the vampire rp as well. Do not laugh when I put this in our cyber personas, it is just the easiest way to describe the meeting.
       I was up late one night, hanging out in one of my usual rooms when no one was really around. Tallon Ebonmoon came into the room and we began talking. Talked for hours. We shared our interests in the vampire genre and talked of our lives in general. He is older than me by 4 years and come to find out a "damn Aussie". No offense to all of you in Australia. *chuckles* We talked until the sun had risen in Oxford, MS. We both were getting tired of sitting at the computer and we ended up on the phone for another hour. To shorten this story for now, he stole my heart. He was my online Sire amongst those we spent time around in the chat room. With this, I took on his surname Ebonmoon when he offered it to me.
       Perhaps one day, I will write more of our story when I am ready. I mostly spoke of this just as a beginning. I was just 20 then, now here I am 15 years later. I still use Darq Ebonmoon because it/she is a part of me because even things we think are silly still in the end is a part of who we are. I am seeking to put my thoughts down to find myself as much as it is just to perhaps even find guidance from others through this if any of those reading choose to comment.
      To all of you who are elders of the blogging age, please forgive me if my postings are not pretty and well done. I am breaking out of my shell and opening up to learning to join you in the blogging circle. Until, I post again, be well and blessed be.

    

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